Day 1 and 2 post chemo #3

The It's day 1 post chemo.  Baby woke up at 5 am. Finally got husband up like 6:30 to help with baby only to late as by then tot was stirring. Everyone in my house has missed the "mom just had toxic waste pumped in her body and needs sleep". Even the eldest who says he understands but treats me like normal. I should be happy he treats me like normal but at this moment I'm exhausted, nauseous and my eyes keep leaking randomly.  I made it through the day with no nap and even went on a dad with the eldest and my daddy. Though went to bed early and slept really good!

Day 2 Woke up before the kids with nauseousness.  I've been exhausted today and have taken it easy. Just have done a light work out in between kids naps and being lazy! 

I swear if it wasn't for these boys I would have spent all day in bed. I just want to sleep! Hoping for an early bedtime so I can hopefully be less of a zombie tomorrow!

The tumor feels smaller already. Though starting to freak out over surgery. Not picking up my tot for at least 2 weeks possibly up to 6 freaks me out as well as if they say I can't pick up the baby. I do so much for them. And most of the time am the only one home. Seriously freaking out.  I'll feel better when I have a date for the surgery.  Focusing now on getting into shape so surgery recovery will be easier!  

Thanks for all the messages and love!

Hoping everyone is having a great day!

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