Head is shaved

Yesterday my sweet husband surrounded by my sister, nieces, and boys, we shaved my head. The hair was falling out by handfuls every time it was touched. It needed to come out before my toddler ate it all or my infant wrap it around his fingers or toes. So yesterday surrounded by the people that I love,  I shaved my head, well my husband saved my head, with my sister filming after she'd already shaved hers before coming over. 

Here is the video: https://youtu.be/T_CwA-gqF1g

We took a before and after picture with my children

My sister and I 

After the video, my husband then straight razored my head for extra smoothness. After he did that, I finally looked in the mirror, I started crying as he held me against his chest. Now when I look in the mirror it varies from looking sick to looking like a warrior. 

I know it's just hair I know it will grow back and I know that I'm beautiful and the matter what. Especially as I sit here and hold my sweet baby boy who now I can see looks like me. 

I cannot ask for any better support than I already have everyone in my life. everyone who reads this blog, everyone who supports me on Facebook, you all mean the world to me! thank you for making me feel like I am always surrounded by huge hug and huge amount of love you guys really are my rock and I couldn't get through this battle without you! thank you thank you thank you!! 

Love Jamie