Treatment deux!

My 2nd treatment is over!  I survived and will see soon what the aftermath will be.  I was proactive and asked for more Iv fluids today.  We also have me scheduled once a week two weeks in a row for Iv fluids which makes me happy!  The more hydrated I can stay the quicker the toxins get out and I feel back to me!  

Toxins going in my body: 

My dr was pleased with how much the tumor has shrunk and how well I took chemo and my positive attitude. She said she would love me to teach a class :-) maybe that is my calling in life. To teach people to be positive. I fail somedays but usually it's only for moments. I'm human! I just know j never want to go back to that angry girl I was once! Very happy people see my happy positive self now! Makes me smile and feel like I have a purpose in life!

Fast forward to the middle of the night:

 I have insomnia again even though I'm exhausted. My head hurts slightly and I feel achy. It's 5:30am and I'm thirsty so drinking lots of water now trying to stay ahead of the dehydration.  My hair is coming out in bigger handfuls now. Think we are shaving when we wake up to get it over with.  I can't keep having the boys covered in my hair. JB wants to eat it and CB wants to hold it.  Plus it's everywhere. Counters, food I cook, shower, bed... You get my point! When I woke at 2:30 to fed my 3 month old I was gassy and slightly nauseous.  I think the extra Iv fluids are helping push out the toxins earlier than normal which is good an bad. Good because hopefully I'll feel worst today and tomorrow, bad because it effects the boys. Am hoping for a nap later!  Hope hubs can allow that to happen. May go to my moms to make it happen

I go in tuesday for Iv fluids happy about that.  This dehydration is crazy. It's like the worst hangover thirst ever!  

Here's to shaving my head and hoping not to feel too bad this week!

Love Jamie

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