Great weekend

This weekend was great!  I felt great!  I had a visit from a dear friend! The kids were sweet and lovable. I got to visit with my parents a bit. Overall very good upswing to  this fridays Chemo date!

I am definitely nervous about Friday. I mean I know what to expect during that day, it is more the aftermath. Every time I have chemo, things change slightly. Makes it hard to plan. I feel bad telling people I cannot, or let's play it by ear. But the truth is, I do not know if I will feel okay to do something. As much as i want to see people, sometimes I just need to rest or be close to a bathroom. Even visiting with K on sat wore me out. The kids and I were in bed super early, as I was exhausted!

I am super emotional today. I am  sure it has to do with me no longer  nursing and all of those hormone changes that go along with that, along with the sadness out there in the world. I keep choosing happiness. Which is easy when i see my kids giggle. When they are playing and smile. When they give me a big smile and hug when they see me.

It was a great weekend and every moment I spend with the kids is a blessing even when I am being woken up. Life is a gift, and we are not promised the next day. Smile, be kind, and love!