Day 5 is New Years eve.. so what am I doing you are wondering? I am going to a gator bowl gala... black tie optional.. that's right.. i am that special.. so I am getting all glammed out.. curling my hair and all.. i will take pics.. so today has been a good day.. i woke up, worked out, took a shower.. and have chilled with the furbabies.. doing what i do best... I am excited to see what 2011 brings, as 2010 brought be clarity on me and who I am... and where i want to go. I am excited to see if I can make that happen.
So now i am off to get ready for a fun, drama free, laughter filled evening with one of my dear friends.. I am super effing stoked!
YAY for new beginnings, fabulous friends and family and life.. as crazy as it is... at least mine is not boring ;) Good bye 2010, hello 2011
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Friday, December 31, 2010
Thursday, December 30, 2010
Day 4
Day 4 was filled with promises, laughter and spending way too much money...
So i woke up to the ex texting that he is sorry but i will have my stuff tomorrow.. i didnt get mad.. or even care... yay
Then i went to lunch with Jess and saw Miss Patty who is awesome... the tmobile store where i terrorized a CS rep and flirted with the other one... went to the pet store and lowes.. all before coming home to get sucked into Heroes.. but tomorrow night is the ball and I am going to be a princess.. i am super effing excited :)
as for now i will head off to bed to get my beauty rest :)
So i woke up to the ex texting that he is sorry but i will have my stuff tomorrow.. i didnt get mad.. or even care... yay
Then i went to lunch with Jess and saw Miss Patty who is awesome... the tmobile store where i terrorized a CS rep and flirted with the other one... went to the pet store and lowes.. all before coming home to get sucked into Heroes.. but tomorrow night is the ball and I am going to be a princess.. i am super effing excited :)
as for now i will head off to bed to get my beauty rest :)
Wednesday, December 29, 2010
Day 3
Day 3
I have been a complete waste of space today. I have dyed my hair :) YAY
I have accepted tickets for a gala NYE and brunch and a football game on NY day.. courtesy of my friend.. all because she wants a drama free fun weekend.. YAY I fit the bill. I am fun and I am drama free. That makes me happy.. I do think I may go over to Papi's and hang out with him before his girlfriend gets there... :) Maybe I will blog more later... when i have something more insightful to say.
I have been a complete waste of space today. I have dyed my hair :) YAY
I have accepted tickets for a gala NYE and brunch and a football game on NY day.. courtesy of my friend.. all because she wants a drama free fun weekend.. YAY I fit the bill. I am fun and I am drama free. That makes me happy.. I do think I may go over to Papi's and hang out with him before his girlfriend gets there... :) Maybe I will blog more later... when i have something more insightful to say.
Day 2
See I am already failing.. I totally missed day 2.
ok day 2 I woke up.. did not work out.. but showered and went to DMV.. the parking lot was PACKED.. i walk in it is standing room only... i go to the counter and get my # B334 Ok thats a good # they are on B228 I am really glad I am not a A or an E those #'s had multiple lines and a MUCH longer wait. So I see an empty chair in the middle of a row. i plop down and of course play Words with friends as I wait.. i keep listening for my # oh YAY 2 B lines opened up... oh no.. one B line changed to a E line
B333 was in that one.. but i am having to wait on B329 bc they are slow and old and are apparently not prepared.. so finally i see the # change.. but the announcer announces the A # first.. then finally the words I have been waiting for B334 YAY its me.. its me I was chosen.. So I get up there to change my title and I have EVERYTHING she needs.. I have my title, the bill of sale, my insurance card, my license and my registration to the civic that shows my tag # :) She said i was one of those people that made all the non prepared rude people bearable. so only 30 mins at the DMV and I made someone smile.. YAY For a win on day 2.
ok day 2 I woke up.. did not work out.. but showered and went to DMV.. the parking lot was PACKED.. i walk in it is standing room only... i go to the counter and get my # B334 Ok thats a good # they are on B228 I am really glad I am not a A or an E those #'s had multiple lines and a MUCH longer wait. So I see an empty chair in the middle of a row. i plop down and of course play Words with friends as I wait.. i keep listening for my # oh YAY 2 B lines opened up... oh no.. one B line changed to a E line
B333 was in that one.. but i am having to wait on B329 bc they are slow and old and are apparently not prepared.. so finally i see the # change.. but the announcer announces the A # first.. then finally the words I have been waiting for B334 YAY its me.. its me I was chosen.. So I get up there to change my title and I have EVERYTHING she needs.. I have my title, the bill of sale, my insurance card, my license and my registration to the civic that shows my tag # :) She said i was one of those people that made all the non prepared rude people bearable. so only 30 mins at the DMV and I made someone smile.. YAY For a win on day 2.
Monday, December 27, 2010
Day 1
Today is day 1 for me. What does this mean you wonder? At least that is what i would be wondering if I was reading this. Well Day 1 of me being single and in the single frame of mind and Day 1 of me blogging on a daily basis. Today is about me. I feel good. I feel free. I feel very effing cold. My hands are numb.. I am not sure how people can work outside on a day like today. Today I am grateful I am a college graduate with an inside job. A job that does not require me to play out in the elements.
So this morning I woke up about 8 with my ever loving eldest cat Chance curled up under the covers in my arms, and the dogs wanting to go outside. I get up let them out and begin my day... I go to the DMV to register my title in my name and they are closed.... boooooooooo who gets 4 days paid holiday time off for Christmas.. the DMV that is who.. at least the ones in my county. My sisters county not so much. She not only got my car registered in her name but she tinted the cars windows.. that civic looks amazing.. though i still love my new car :) it makes me very happy.. i would be even happier if i had Heidi (yes Heidi.. my mother named her car Heidi the Highlander) lol, in my name... so tomorrow ( Day 2). Hopefully as the days progress so does my blogging. Hopefully I will get funnier and say whittier things. Today, I am boring and watching Hero's season 1, even though I have already seen most of the episodes if not all of them :) Maybe tomorrow I will be funnier and have been somewhat productive.. i need to be productive.
So this morning I woke up about 8 with my ever loving eldest cat Chance curled up under the covers in my arms, and the dogs wanting to go outside. I get up let them out and begin my day... I go to the DMV to register my title in my name and they are closed.... boooooooooo who gets 4 days paid holiday time off for Christmas.. the DMV that is who.. at least the ones in my county. My sisters county not so much. She not only got my car registered in her name but she tinted the cars windows.. that civic looks amazing.. though i still love my new car :) it makes me very happy.. i would be even happier if i had Heidi (yes Heidi.. my mother named her car Heidi the Highlander) lol, in my name... so tomorrow ( Day 2). Hopefully as the days progress so does my blogging. Hopefully I will get funnier and say whittier things. Today, I am boring and watching Hero's season 1, even though I have already seen most of the episodes if not all of them :) Maybe tomorrow I will be funnier and have been somewhat productive.. i need to be productive.
Sunday, December 26, 2010
The Best of the Goodbyes
As far as goodbyes go.. this one was good.. He hugged me so tight and just kept hugging.. I cried.. he teared up.. and hugged me tighter.. kissed my head.. kissed me.. and kept kissing me.. and hugging me, and kissing until he finally picked me up still kissing me and carried me to what was our room. We made love one last time. Got dressed.. hugged so more.. kissed so more.. said we loved each other.. kissed hugged.. said goodbye.. he looked at me with those piercing blue eyes and said he would call later and for me to be careful driving to tally.. he left just like he was going to work.. but he’s not coming back this time.
I feel relieved.. I miss the good side of him, I miss the life I thought we were going to have, but I do not miss the bad side of him the rude side.. but I do miss that good guy that I once knew. The sweet boy who would bring me home banana pudding because he knew how much I loved it. Who checked on me because he wanted to know how i was. Who would come over in the morning just because he wanted to see me. The man who couldn't stop kissing me .. The man that would make all my stress go away.. now he's the cause of the stress. I feel like a weight is lifted and though I miss my friend.. the person I have confided in for the past 3 years.. I know that I am better off. I know he is better off. He needs to find himself and be happy. I am happy. I love myself and who I am.. I hope that for him as well.
I feel relieved.. I miss the good side of him, I miss the life I thought we were going to have, but I do not miss the bad side of him the rude side.. but I do miss that good guy that I once knew. The sweet boy who would bring me home banana pudding because he knew how much I loved it. Who checked on me because he wanted to know how i was. Who would come over in the morning just because he wanted to see me. The man who couldn't stop kissing me .. The man that would make all my stress go away.. now he's the cause of the stress. I feel like a weight is lifted and though I miss my friend.. the person I have confided in for the past 3 years.. I know that I am better off. I know he is better off. He needs to find himself and be happy. I am happy. I love myself and who I am.. I hope that for him as well.
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