I started writing this on day 3 when it was gloomy outside which fit my mood perfectly. I am thankful I am not worse, but definitely am feeling nauseous, exhausted (which has to do partly to my 2 sweet babies), and poopy. I am so thankful for the sweet messages and calls. I even had one friend call a movie theater and got the manager to agree to let me watch the movie with just them in a room before the masses arrive. I mean I have the best friends! I am so lucky to have such an amazing village around me. Those near or far, doesn't matter, everyone makes sure I know they are there for whatever I may need.
I am sorry to those who I haven't been able to talk to on the phone or a call is cut short. During the day I am working and have to be on the phone for work and by the time i get to my kids all i want is to pay attention to them. Once they are in bed i am too. leaves very little time to connect. So I am sorry! Time seems to go by so fast.
Today is day 5 post chemo and I am tired, nauseous which seems to be the new norm now. At least I know and at least it isn't worse than it could be! Thankful, very thankful it is not worse!
Everyone wants to know how they can help and really there is nothing to do. I need sleep and unfortunately I have two small kids that I love so I do not want time away from them, and no one else can sleep for me. I will push through. they are definitely worth it!
Hoping this weekend will be a great weekend and my body has finally gotten somewhat used to these toxic meds being fed into me.
Have a fabulous day!
#fightinglikeagirl #wegotthis
Love
Jamie
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