Day 73 - 2012 Thankful and Frisky

Today I am very thankful.  Thankful for a roof over my head, a car to drive, fabulous friends and amazing  family.  I am also very frisky (and thankful)  thanks to my wonderful book club books read this month. Fifty Shades of Grey.  Wow this book is intense. I feel naughty and dirty, yet at the same time, intrigued with where this story is going.  I feel as though I am like the main character in a way.  The book delves into a realm of sex I have never entered, well not really,  but that has always caught my curiosity.   I can see the main characters internal dialogue, as one I would have with myself.  In some ways, I think this guy is one of the men in my dreams.  He is strong, he is sexy, he has a sense of authority about him and demands attention.  I tend me to drawn to men like this. Though as I am reading, I actual contemplate, whether I could do some of the things he is proposing.  I want to keep reading because I want to find out more. I want to know what all he is into and in a way how far am I willing to admit I would like to go. It fascinates me, I want to know more, I want to keep reading.  This book sucks you in, you feel one with the main character.  Your breath races as her does. You get wet as she does. It is really an intense book.  I am super excited to finish it and to know that there are 2 more following it. It is like a Harlequin novel, but different, more real, more intense.  More me.  More of what I would see me doing if I was her.  I can feel the excitement and eagerness, with the hesitations and concerns, she feels.  Very good read so far! Cannot wait to discuss with friends!.   Love this quote because I feel like this book is helping me reawaken some things I had forgotten about and opening me up to a whole new world.  Exciting and scary all at once.  Have a fabulous day!!

" We must learn to reawaken and keep ourselves awake, not by mechanical aid, but by an infinite expectation of the dawn." Henry David Thoreau