Day 107 - 2012 Patience

Patience.. hmmm would be nice to have lots of patience.  At this moment, I am on pins and needles and patience is wearing thin.  I cannot wait until wed night to get here.  I can barely sleep at night, with all the information flowing through my head.  The man I loved for years.. will be here in 3 days.. the man who apparently has never stopped loving me.. will be here in 3 days.. I can barely contain my excitement. He can barely contain his.  A little surreal, a lot unexpected.   Tons of mixed emotions, but tons of excitement that comes with those mixed emotions. It has been awhile that someone has caught my attention, and so much of it. I feel like we have spent months catching up.  Crazy to think two people, who let each other go, could go on and live parallel lives; lives of self awareness, change, bettering themselves and both seeking out partners with each others attributes, just to find each other again.  How crazy would that be if it really worked out?  Like a love story out of a movie.. but our personal love story.   Again way way ahead of myself.. but he seems to be thinking the same things.    So today I am working on patience.  Patience to see this through slowly, patience to see him and patience to see where this takes us!  Regardless I still have my friend and that to me is worth sooo much to me!


"Patience and perseverance have a magical effect before which difficulties disappear and obstacles vanish."
John Quincy Adams