Day 87 - 2012. Women's intuition

I am not sure why sometimes I am surprised when my intuition turns out to be accurate. But sometimes it knocks my breath away when I find out something that I kinda knew but just didn't Want to believe. It crushes me. But why? I knew it. I said it out loud, said it to myself and to others. Still it crushes me. I think it's because I get excited thinking even for a brief second that it will work out. I should know better. But I like to be optimistic. Today. That intuition is dead on. I see all sides and still feel crushed. Not crushed because of the outcome. Crushed because I was lied too even deceived. Sucks. :-(.