Bitter sweet day... I wait so long between seeing family and the boyfriend that I am so excited to be there with them, then our time together is so short. I leave and I am sad. I hate leaving them. Home doesn't feel like home anymore. It was so nice to wake up in B's arms. Good conversations, fun breakfast. Then play time with the nieces. I just cannot get enough of them. Then I have to leave them and it makes me sad. At least I only cried when B left me and then again when I got home and he told me he missed me. I know things are moving fast. But it feels right. I have wasted enough of both of our lives by running away from him. I just want to run to him.
Funny Grumpy texted this weekend asking how I was. I responded 'fabulous'. And interestingly enough did not get a response. Guess he was hoping I was miserable. Far from it.
Last night was such a simple night yet it was perfect. We were on the exact same page and it felt amazing. I fall further and further for him everyday and love it!!!! Could not be more thrilled....
So today was another bittersweet fat. Lots of love and laughing with a few sad tears! Cannot for the day when I do not have to leave any of them!!!
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