I am like a teenage girl. I cannot stop grinning. I am constantly checking the phone to see if I have a message or missed call. I am absolutely pathetic. But in a good way. B keeps surprising me by doing things totally out of character for him but in a good way. he is so excited to see me this weekend and I am over the moon as well. He has an entire date planned, of course I am not privy to the info. I was told, "Just wear those jeans I love and pack an over night bag" Yes sir.. I can do that :) He loves surprising me and keeping me on my toes. I have to admit, he is handling me perfectly. I am definitely not getting bored and I love the bantering we have. Today he had me at " Do you know about financial peace university.. I want to take the course" why yes yes I do and I am oh so turned on by the fact you want to take this, I will even bring you Dave Ramsey's book. WOW I have waited awhile for a guy who A. has a steady job, B. is worried about the future, C. wants to talk about this stuff, D. loves me good bad and ugly, I could keep going on and on.
It is crazy to think I let him go all those years ago, for him to come back to me at a time when we both are ready for each other. I hate all the things we had to go through to get to this point, but I also know we would not be here, in this situation, if we had not gone through those things. So I am enjoying this never ending smile on my face and the attention and love I feel from him at the moment. I hope this feeling never dies, and knowing him, it will not. He still gets me like he did 10 years ago. So yes I am acting like a silly teenage girl and am not afraid to admit it! So there :p (yes I did stick my tongue out)
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