Trust is something I want to have in everyone. Sometimes people make it really really difficult. I try to look past minor mistakes or things they do because they just do not think the same way as me. I find it someone hurts my animals, that is when I care the most. I can get past hurting me, but my babies, makes it hard for me to think you will not do it again. I have been known to be too trusting. I trust that people are going to change, I trust that people are truthful. The older I get the more I learn, that is not the case. People are selfish, they lie, they are out for themselves. I understand to a degree, but when you hurt someone else because of your selfishness, than things have gone too far. Why should I trust you again?
In past relationships I have been hurt by trusting that person who hurt me again. I am sure they believed their lies at that moment in time, but instead communicating when things changed, they lie, and are deceitful and in return hurtful. I am thankful that I can trust B. I always have been able too. He has never lied to me or hurt me. He has always been honest and forthcoming. I have no reason not to trust him. Such a nice refreshing change from the past. I feel like I am in a grown up relationship (about time).
I will continue to work on my trust issues. I may forgive, but it is hard to forget. Trust is given by me freely, until hurt, then it has to be earned back. Sometimes it takes longer depending on the severity of the hurt. But I will keep trying, as a life without trust is not a very fun one!
Have a fabulous day!
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