Day 114

"Sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together."

I am a big believer in karma and the universe.  I know it is not what I am "supposed to " believe in.  I was raised in a good christian home. But  went to school and did not eat the books. I opened up myself to learn to listen to be aware.  I see karma happen daily.  I see things happen that cannot be explained (hence the universe).  Whether it be losing keys, to find them to breaking up with a love to be able to have a bigger love.  Every thing happens for a reason.  Whether that reason was a bad choice that you needed to learn from or an amazingly good choice that you made.  I am working on making those good choices.  But one thing i have learned is sometimes things you thought were good dissolve and there is always something better to come along at least that happens for me.  But it also comes with making right choices and just trying to be a good person.

I had an amazing time with my bestie last night.  Made her a yummy  birthday dinner which made her happy.  It was nice to see her smile!  I miss her smile!  She has not been smiling so much lately, so to see her smile was good.  She is the first roommate that after a year I have not wanted to kill :) YAY for that!  Plus it has been fun to feel like we were back in college.  I decorated her door full of fun happy birthday and feel good stuff.  Had Grumpy and I not ended, I would not have had this time with her.  I would be unhappily married without my bestie around.  I would not trade a minute of this past year!  It has been amazing and has helped me grow so  much as a person!  I love who we both have become and how we keep growing together!  No regrets!  Something better always comes along.. this past year proved that :)