Day 36

Day 36

My battery charging connection to my mac is fried and i am waiting on an external battery charger.. so not much time for blogging.

My crush on CK has increased dramatically.. He is all wrong for me in theory.. 3 kids, going through a nasty divorce, in law enforcement.. but he is so familiar, so comfortable, he is funny and unbelievably HOT... the sexual tension is so thick you can cut it with a knife when we are in the same room. We send flirty texts,in between seeing each other. If we ever kiss.. wow at the sparks that would be had and I am not sure if we could stop things at just a kiss. It is nice having someone know me since middle school. Know my friends, know my family, where i came from without having to explain it all. But is this why i am attracted? I would like to think it is apart.. But really we both have had crushes on each other since 6th grade.. that is crazy. Crazy we both have had crushes and neither acted on it. Crazy we grew up with the same friends went in different directions (completely different direction) yet still coincided at times and didn't even know it. What will happen? only time will tell. For now I am enjoying this flirting. Crushes are good :)