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Showing posts with label crushes. Show all posts
Showing posts with label crushes. Show all posts

Saturday, April 2, 2011

Day 38

Day 38

CK finally FINALLY made it to the house. We had a good day.. I was going to be going to the Blues Fest but CK called to see if I wanted to watch an old friends daughter play softball.. "well of course" So I met him up there. We had soo much fun. I laughed bc he shaved before he got there (head, arms, chest etc) and I said "well I was told if a boy showered and cut his hair before he saw a girl. it means he likes her" he said " well i did both" So we leave softball he goes to his boys night.. then calls and came by o his way home.. I cooked a little dinner.. we had fun. Still just friends that flirt A LOT but friends none the less. I just am so comfy around him and I want to be a better person. At the same time I feel like I am completely myself around him. I want slut baby phase to end..

ooh i did get a good pic of the boys today... i have not had a pic with these two together since middle school


It was nice to reminisce with these two.. they make me giggle a lot :)

Ok I am tired.. time to go dream some sexy dreams.. as I am sure I will have some

Wednesday, March 30, 2011

Day 36

Day 36

My battery charging connection to my mac is fried and i am waiting on an external battery charger.. so not much time for blogging.

My crush on CK has increased dramatically.. He is all wrong for me in theory.. 3 kids, going through a nasty divorce, in law enforcement.. but he is so familiar, so comfortable, he is funny and unbelievably HOT... the sexual tension is so thick you can cut it with a knife when we are in the same room. We send flirty texts,in between seeing each other. If we ever kiss.. wow at the sparks that would be had and I am not sure if we could stop things at just a kiss. It is nice having someone know me since middle school. Know my friends, know my family, where i came from without having to explain it all. But is this why i am attracted? I would like to think it is apart.. But really we both have had crushes on each other since 6th grade.. that is crazy. Crazy we both have had crushes and neither acted on it. Crazy we grew up with the same friends went in different directions (completely different direction) yet still coincided at times and didn't even know it. What will happen? only time will tell. For now I am enjoying this flirting. Crushes are good :)