Day 29

Day 29.... I am tired. Kids are tiring. go go go go go.. cry cry cry.. sleep go go go.. But oh are they so cute! I was told this am " Mommy told me to practice.. but don't listen" haha at least she can admit her faults :)

It did make me kind of sad, as I handled the kids really well and really am ready for them. But I do know I do not want them by myself. At least now I can give them back :)

Wow everyone keeps commenting on how awesome I am looking. I feel fabulous. I have lost 30 lbs since July.. so it has been a LONG process and a lot of HARD work.I have made a complete lifestyle change. And no i didn't look big by any stretch of the imagination even with 30 lbs on me. But I could tell, and I didn't want to be in a bathing suit in front of people.. Now i would walk around naked and not care :) I feel sexy.. I feel alive. I have so much energy and I feel strong... very empowering. Especially when others comment on me. Though there are some haters out there.. I keep telling people.. I quit drinking.. i started working out twice a day ( am now down to just once a day) and I watch EVERYTHING that goes into my mouth.. even at parties.. it is all about the choices you make and I choose to eat healthy. So I wish haters would stop hating and focus on them :)