Day 30

Day 30.. I am exhausted... I woke up and made KTK some baked cheese grits.. then worked out, went to work, volunteered 3 hours and am home.. I came home to a partially painted house :) yippee! The house looks small with the dark color.. but that is ok.. it still looks pretty.. and will look better than having the colors reversed. Plus it will help in keeping attracting heat in the winter... and the summers are never that bad.. I will probably need to get a little more insulation for the attic..i think that will help with the electric bill in the summer time.. It is just funny it took me to break up with grumpy for him to paint the house.. but it is getting done :) When he gets motivated he is the hardest worker. Just take a bit to get him motivated.

No other big news... I have been thinking a lot. It has been nice to be friends again with grumpy even if i know he wants more.. i am not giving in. He has a lot of growing up to do, and as much as I do love him and I do very much.. he needs to want more than a mediocre life and needs to prove he is reliable. This is a great start.. but i do not think much else will happen. I do hope he moves. He needs too, but I think even if he does, he will be back. He is not good at making new friends.. he is comfy with the ones he has. But regardless it has been good being friends and not wanting to stab him with words. Plus I have looked really hot and he keeps telling me so :) whoo hoo!

I am tired.. i am not thinking well. Going to bed now! Night night!