Hi everyone. Happy holidays! Hope you guys are well!
Last friday was "Happy Herceptin day" or H day, as H reminds me of happy, which makes me smile!
I was able to get my self esteem fed from my sweet nurses who have exclaimed I looked pretty, like a movie star! And how nice my hair is looking. I totally rocked my new hair and those ladies know how to make a girl smile! Wish I could make them understand just how much they mean to me and how very thankful I am for them! Now if I could get these pesky chin hairs to stop growing back and my eyelashes and eyebrows to grow back, that would make me super happy!
But, I am all smiles today as I think of how lucky I am to be winning this war! It is war and even though my eyes get leaky thinking I have surgery in 1 week, YIKES, the boobs are trying to kill me so they.have.got.to.go! I am super scared and nervous, mainly for the recovery but hoping for an easy and fast recovery!
I have been super sick since saturday, hoping to get better so we can do surgery! worries me that it will linger. Here is to hoping, as i need this over with so my mind stops messing with me. The emotional side to cancer is one most people never see. You see the physical, but the emotional, is hard. As a positive person, you want to stay positive, but by doing that, people do not see you are hurting so very much. I can see the positive and still be in pain. I know why I have to do chemo and surgery but going through it, it hard. Physically you hurt, and emotionally you are drained. Takes a lot from your loved ones too. One day this will all be a bad memory.. ready for that day!
I have been super sick since saturday, hoping to get better so we can do surgery! worries me that it will linger. Here is to hoping, as i need this over with so my mind stops messing with me. The emotional side to cancer is one most people never see. You see the physical, but the emotional, is hard. As a positive person, you want to stay positive, but by doing that, people do not see you are hurting so very much. I can see the positive and still be in pain. I know why I have to do chemo and surgery but going through it, it hard. Physically you hurt, and emotionally you are drained. Takes a lot from your loved ones too. One day this will all be a bad memory.. ready for that day!
I hope everyone enjoys their weekend! Please tell those you love, how very much you love them! I promise it will make you smile!
Have an amazing New Year!
Have an amazing New Year!
Love
Jamie
#wegotthis #fightinglikeagirl
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