There is no way around it, your immunity being low, sucks! Big time! Something that should be a normal sniffle turns into this week long nightmare that doesn't seem to want to go away. I have been in bed for 3 days and nights and still cannot shake it. I am upright today, only because I need to work. I need to save time for surgery and not for sickness. This blows! I am not going to sugar coat it. Going through chemo with a toddler at home means, infection can hit at any time. They do not wash their hands like they should, they do not realize they can't lick random things or eat of the floor. (true story) They are little monkey's, literally, i walk into the kitchen this morning and I swear I was just a few feet behind him and he was already sitting on top of the counter. Like climbed up all on his own.
I keep checking my temp to make sure it hasn't reached 100.7 as apparently that is when i need to call now. I feel like I am getting better but my body just wants sleep. It just needs sleep, which at the moment I am not giving it. My head feels like it is 10 times bigger than it is. This summer cold has thrown my poor body for a loop. It is as bad as the flu!
I miss my baby, he has been with my sister for 3 nights and days.. I miss him a lot. those smiles, those giggles. But i needed sleep, still do. The tot and I are a mess. Tot is still gunky and now running a fever. No bueno. I am trying to push through, but I have to be honest, I do not feel like a warrior princess today. I feel like death. Death in the form of a body that is barely getting by. Husband is working on a special project which is great for him but bad for us. as no help around the house. Which means no rest for Mama!
I wouldn't recommend having kids if you plan on ever getting sick or getting cancer, definitely not fun!
Thanks for all your love and support! The calls, food, texts, all mean a bunch!
Love
Jamie
#fightinglikeagirl
#wegotthis
#sicknessbegone
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