Wow this year has been a whirlwind of a year. I fell back in love with the love of my life. He drives me nuts and crazy all at once. He asked me to marry him, I said yes. Today I go get my new license that has my new last name. That is super crazy! We head out for our honeymoon this week, cannot wait to get away. It is long over due. Though I am less than motivated to pack for it or to clean for our wonderful house/dog sitter.
We got an great check up at the OB this week and all is normal for our genetic testing. Which is awesome! Super excited about that as well. Crazy how much life has changed in a year. Some days I think I am dreaming and will wake up and find out that reality is different than what I have thought I have been living. I mean, can I possibly have figured out how to make me happy by myself and be solid enough in me to be married the love of my life, be expecting and have the house coming together finally? My only real loss is my sweet kitty who left after knowing Mom was super happy and in a good place in life. Sometimes I feel like what did I do to deserve all of this? When really i just let go, let go of what I thought i wanted and the idea that others have a perfect life, and just started living for me. My life is far from perfect and some days i want to beat my husband but I love our crazy life and our crazy animal house and this crazy journey we are on. Would not trade a day for the world. Nothing beats him reaching over in the middle of the night to pull me close, even if it is for a second. I feel his love in every touch! Crazy whirlwind year but oh what a good year it has been!
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