Day 107

"Embrace change. As uncomfortable as it is sometimes, change allows us to grow. New things feel awkward and sometimes really scary, but those feelings go away, and you are left with something bigger and amazing in your life."

As scary as change is.. it almost always brings me peace and happiness.  Even if that happiness does not last, it happened.  It changed who I am.  It made me a different and hopefully better person.  I had a conversation with a friend last night about being scared after being hurt so badly by a spouse.  Just because the past person was not so nice, does not mean the next person will be the same way. Sometimes you just need to go with the flow and see where it takes you.  Sometimes just opening up yourself to new things, brings amazing things.  Am I scared of getting hurt in new relationships? yes of course.  There is one in particular that if I think about I tear up.  Not because I do not like this person, but because I do and I think about the possibilities  of getting hurt.  But if I dwell on it, I will never know if amazing things could happen. Remembering to take each day and just enjoy it helps me not dwell on the what if's.  No one likes to hurt others.  Well most people do not.  Sometimes it happens. But sometimes.. sometimes.. it does not.  So do not go through life scared and afraid to try.  But instead open yourself up and see what may come!