Day 106

"People who are meant to be together will find their way back to each other. They may take detours, but they’re never lost."



I see this over and over again. People meet, go on about their life, then meet up again later, fall in love, and live happily ever after. It has been amazing watching this happen to friends. One of my friends, his wife and he dated, did not see each other for 12 years and now have been married for 25. Another friend just started dating her high school crush. Another got back with her husband after being apart a year. They just could not live without each other.

Sometimes I wonder will that happen to me. Especially after the weekend I just had. I met back up with my first real crush, the boy who gave me my first real kiss. He has lived an entire life. Married, kids that are basically grown and is now figuring out him and where he wants to be in life. It was nice seeing him. Those butterflies are still there. His touch still sends shock waves through my system. He makes me forget that any other boys exist, even SB. We talked and talked and flirted and talked. The end of the night, he kissed me and I felt 12 again. I could not stop smiling. We met up the next night and again it was just fun, comfy like we never missed a beat. Our personalities fit, we laughed and kissed and talked and just had fun. Where will it take me? Who knows. I am just enjoying the slowness, we both seem to want to take and enjoying having a crush on someone who is crushing back. One day at a time. Still lots to figure out, but I am not thinking of that now. I think for now I will enjoy whatever may come. He is very kissable, a nice pillow and not too bad on the eyes.



Keep your mind and heart open. Who knows what or who might come into your life when you least expect it. Just be you.. be happy and good things will come!