Day 103

"Either you’re going to take action and seize new opportunities or someone else will. You can’t change anything or make any sort of progress by sitting back and thinking about it."



It is funny some days I just wish my only worry was how fast it will take to straighten up my house and what I am cooking for my family for dinner. When did that dream life go away? When did my wanting to be an independent hard working woman happen? I must have wanted it right? That is where I ended up. I was not the sit at home kind of girl nor would I have appreciated what all it had I gotten what I wanted. I seized opportunities to be successful. It feels good knowing I can. I will always know I did not settle. I am glad that every day I think about being happy and do my best to make sure i am. I wake up smiling and go to sleep smiling. During the day I falter, but I at least go to sleep with a smile on my face, which is better than most people. I do know sitting and doing nothing will ensure you definitely do not move forward. I would much rather do than do nothing :)



And lately with dating, i feel the same way. I feel like boys have become complacent. That girls can come to them. But is that really the girls you want? The easy girls.. maybe.. but I am not easy nor will i ever be. I like a challenge so i give a challenge. I feel like nothing is worth keeping if it did not have a little work involved. I love feeling special and i love making someone feel special.



So make your decision and work for it. I know I will be!