Day 54

I started this post a few days ago, so my thoughts are VERY random.. Have fun reading hehehe

Mary Poppins:
I was told my past two posts were depressing. Sorry :( Didn't mean for them to be. So much is going on and though I do not want to be Debbie downer I cannot always be Mary Poppin sunshine either. I do my best each day. Some days are easier than others. So many friends are in such turmoil. It takes extra work just to stay smiling and to help others through their funk, without letting them pull me into a funk.

Jet Skiing down the Satilla:
I had an amazing Saturday. I went on a 170ish mile jet ski ride down the Satilla river with a very dear friend D. We went with a jet ski club. We stopped at Cumberland Island and saw the Dungeness Ruins. OMG soo freaking cool. The house was amazing. So sad it burned down. We had a blast, saw dolphins swimming, wild horses, jet ski's stuck and lots of wind. It was an amazing day and I cannot wait to load pics. Here is one:



Crazy Love Life:
And today has been a very interesting day.
I have been texting back and forth with CJ (old love from PC) I never feel like we have ever been apart. We love the same things, we love each other. It is just that damn 5 hour distance between us. I would spend every day with him if I could. I wish I had the cash flow to drive over there every weekend or at least be able to switch off. He is always willing to drive to me but I feel bad. But I certainly have all of those feelings rush back when we chat. It has been almost a month of us going back and forth. He has known me since we were 19ish.. We have watched each other grow up, and we have never grown too far apart. Feels like we have led parallell lives. I wonder if they will ever finally collide? I would love our life if they did. Just thinking of him makes me smile. We have so much history and been through a lot, but we never every officially broke up any of the times we dated. We just got distracted due to our distance and immaturity. Awe CJ..

Then I have CK.. who I never can get a good grasp on what is going through his head. He flirts, he texts, and is in contact.. we are friends.. only friends. Friends who think the other is extremely hot.. but friends none the less.

Really those are the only two worth writing about. Do not worry there are a few more in the works but are not write worthy.


Now on to today. Today is a lazy day. Today is the day where I clean a little and do not much of anything else. YAY for today!