Day 18

A is a goddess.. she fixed my migraines with a little acupressure points.. that was the highlight of my week.. that and me hitting the losing 27 lb mark.. I am super freaking proud of myself.. its been hard and a huge dedication but feels really good.

So i had a fabulous night with R friday night with our inaugural wii game night. It was super fun! Then I went and volunteered. I was super excited I walked into Ms. Prestons class.. she makes me happy. I got a nice run in.. the dogs were very good.. and I got an upper body work out in all before going to dinner pizza yummy!


I have been in such a good mood. Its odd. Grumpy keeps texting.. he apparently realizes his mistakes and is truly sorry. Which mistake? the staying out all night, the sleeping in the same room as your ex, the lying, the excessive drunkenness, the laziness, the broken promises, the broke heart, the unfinished projects, the list goes on and on. Buts it is even more comical that he texts once he has some drinks in him... never sober.. then he is super quiet. He is unhappy.. and was supposedly happy with me.. hmmmmmm he has a funny way of showing it. I made the mistake of taking him back, I wont do that again. He said I deserve someone who can provide more than he can. He is right. I need someone who is happy, who follows through, who loves me and treats me like he loves me. Who loves that i love him and wants to spend time with me and will sit up all night talking because we cannot get enough of each other. I have to be in love again with the right person this time. I am happy, so happy and as much as I am not happy about his unhappiness, I am not sad either. It is much better to sit at home happy and alone, than alone and miserable. I no longer have that person who wants to make me miserable. Its nice :)

I think so Mario Bros is in my future.. and that... makes me happy :)