2 months

It has been a little over 2 months since my drunken debacle.. since then i have had a total of 3 glasses of wine.. 3 and 1 shot of patron... that is it.. i have been such a good girl.. that is crazy... i go out for happy hour and order diet coke.. i go out to a bacherolette party and order diet coke.. its definitely cheaper.. unless your not so better half takes up the slack and pretends he is 21 again.. drinking heavily, not coming home bc he cannot drive... until the grand finale of drinking so much he was sick ALL the next day.. did this make me giggle.. yes.. did i offer to get him things to make him feel better.. of course.. did i do it in an ever so slow motion.. of course i did.. and i smiled all the while. He was of course a sweetheart the next day.. which was a very nice change from this past month. I hope it continues.

I am in a very happy place.. i am getting much better at not letting others effect my mood and attitude.. It is not that i don't care if you are angry or upset or depressed, its just that i need to make sure i am ok and keep me okay bc only i can do that.. and then i can help others. I am no longer letting others being mad for things out of my control make me mad or upset.. i am just a smiling and enjoying the life i have.. because i woke up today.. i have fantabulous friends and family and furbabies... Life is Good!

Ta ta for now