Hmmm

Sometimes I wonder if all people have random thoughts like I do.. I am so mean in my head sometimes it makes me think "who is this girl?" I think things like, "wow that was a dumb comment" or "she annoys me" and those are mild comments.. its not that these people did anything wrong, my thoughts are just WOW out there.. I know not all personalities mesh all the time.. I love the fact that i have friends i can be around 24-7 and never get annoyed with.. and i love the other ones too.. just need a break from them. Its not that they are bad people, just some people wear me down. Mentally and physically, wear me the eff out.. so much drama, so many issues.. and i have my own set of issues.. but i can find good in all aspects of my life even during the bad times. Isn't that what makes you keep going.. looking at the good.. remembering the happy.. letting go of the bad? Why can't some people let go? Is it that hard to do? Maybe the bad comforts them somehow.. like its always been there like a security blanket. Like they are afraid to let go and open themselves up to a world of possibilities.. yes the possibility of getting hurt.. but also possibility of having something amazing happen to them. Morale of the story.. keep bad thoughts to yourself.. and i do mean to yourself.. and treat others how you want to be treated and life will be peachy :)