Unexpected call

I received an unexpected call today, from the insurance companies case manager, over my cancer. She told me that I was an inspiration. I know only made her day, but I made her month. All because while I was telling her my story, I was staying upbeat and positive and looking at the bright side of everything. That I needed to write a book.  Maybe one day I will! These posts will definitely help me remember this year. How hard I fight to not leave my babies. I did tear up, when we talked about nursing and me having to give that up. That is a tough pill to swallow still. Does cancer suck? yeah yeah it does. But are there perks? Yes yes there are!  I get to see the good in most every person I meet. For some reason, even a mean person, will be nice to someone going through cancer treatments.  Theres something humbling in that.  It's really nice to know how someone feels about you!  The calls, texts, cards, presents, breastmilk, house/yard work, food and more, mean the world! Makes you want to be a better person.  Makes you happy!  Every day I have a choice. I can be happy or wallow. And while wallowing is very appetizing. I have two littles that need a happy energetic mama. So every day I wake up and if needed, fake it until I make it! And I always, well most days make it at least most of the day!  Those sweet smiles make me smile. There is so much beauty in the world, you just have to be open to it and put it out there as well!  I wish we would all just be good humans. Be kind, loving, respectful, hard working and truthful, this world would be a better place. Life's to short to spend it mad and negative. Take a load off by trying smile and be happy! 

Have a fabulous day!  Thanks for loving me! 

Jamie

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