Long overdue post

I am so sorry it has taken me so long to write another post. I have been focusing on the kids and staying away from any electronics at night. Still no excuse.

Since my last post I have had my Herceptin only infusion. I handled that really well. Just tired, very tired but very few other side effects!  

I have a PET scan scheduled for the 3rd of November.  It is long overdue. I should have had one before beginning chemo but was nursing and refused. I have this nagging feeling something is wrong. Hoping I am wrong!  I have really been focusing on living my life to the fullest, keeping stress and negativity away from me and just being nice to others!  I could focus on the cancer and worry about it coming back. it is never far from my mind, especially since I still feel the tumor.  But worrying, will not help me. Everyone dies at some point and I could be hit by  a car as easily as I could die from cancer. So my mission is to create a ton of amazing memories with those I love, so that if anything ever happens, they will have those to remember and they will know I love them!

I am so thankful to my friends who continue to surround me with love and support!  Some days are easier than others.  At the moment I made the mistake to watch "Last Days" which is an amazingly inspiring show on CW that shows lives of those that are dying but are living their life to the fullest!  As I watch it, my two year old climbs on my back and gives me tons of kisses!  Oh my sweet boy!  I know I have already done such an amazing job with him. I am blessed to be able to continue to be his mama and have him not affected by this bump in my road!

Today I challenge each of you, to take a moment to breath, and enjoy your day. Try not to let others stress affect you. Try to make everyone you come in contact with smile. Do something nice for someone else for no other reason that it makes you feel good!   We all have bumps in our road, it is how we face them that determines our character and how it affects us and those around us.  Be the light that shines in the face of darkness!  Smile and be happy!  You are alive and it could always be worse!

Much love!

#fightinglikeagirl #wegotthis #bekind #livelifetothefullest