Post 104, 2013 Attitude Change

Today, I have not had the best attitude. I have let others affect me, which is silly. I let my frustration take over my mood and body. I have said things without thinking or putting my normal thought into to make sure it doesn't sound snarky or sarcastic. Today I have not cared. Today I let my frustration come through. I reacted, I did not let things roll off. I am not proud if it but it happened. Now I have to pull myself out of it. And I know I know I am 9 months preggo and hormones are flowing through., That should not be a valid excuse. I still should be able to hold my thoughts, control my actions. I just reached that threshold of stress and instead of calming myself, I allowed myself to bubble over.   Every day, hour, minute and second is another chance to start over. If I fail, it is okay I can start over again. As long as I do not stop trying.. I have not actually failed!