What do I want? I want world peace, people to not be judgmental of others lifestyles or color of their skin, to laugh daily, to have no debt, to have a healthy baby boy, to not have to work full time, to fly under the radar, to make a difference. Those are a few of the things I want. When it comes to a baby shower, I do not care. I am not one who likes to be center of attention. I do not like to ask for things. It makes me uncomfortable. Can I speak in front of a crowd? Yes, but it is not my favorite thing to do. If I really want something I will speak up. Otherwise It does not matter to me. It does not matter if I have 5 baby showers or none. I will be happy regardless. I do my best to try to not worry about what others want. If I see a need, I do it or ask if I can do it. If it is important to me then you will know. People worry too much about hurting others feelings and what they want or do not want to the point where they hurt themselves. If something is important to you speak up. Do something about it. You will never find a room of people who want the same things. So if it is important, do something about it. Most of what I want will never happen, but I can do what is in my power to strive to help make it happen or at least make it known that those are my wants. If I do nothing I will not be happy. My husband laughs at me and calls me a recluse, but it is because sometimes the best company I can think of is right in my house. He and my animals make me happy, I do not have to talk if I do not want too, I can do what i please without judgement, I can stay in my happy place. They annoy me sometimes but they always make me happy when they are around. If I really want to go somewhere I will speak up, otherwise I am happy to just hang out and not worry about what other want and just take care of me. If he really wants me to go somewhere he will speak up and I will go because it makes him happy and he spoke up about it. The world would be a better place if people took care of themselves first and figured out what makes them happy and spoke up when things were important and let the other things, slow by. Do not sweat the small stuff, enjoy what you can and speak up when it is important. That sums up what I want!
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