Frustration is the name of today. I keep trying to smile and look at positives, but am frustrated at every turn. Tons of obstacles, road blocks, decisions, and hormones. I realize most of my frustration is due to Aunt Flo about to visit, but it does not help when others purposely try to piss me off. I feel sad, frustrated and alone all at a time that I should be happy. A lot has happened over the past few weeks and I know that all of it has nothing to do with me. But it is starting to bleed through to me. Peoples selfishness seeps out when they least expect it too. I get chastised because i am a planner and a little OCD. I cannot help that, it is who I am. I would rather have it done a month ahead of time then worry about it at the last minute. Makes me question underlying reasons. Doesn't help that I am in full on let's get healthy mode. My poor body is doing without things it really wants but does not need.
So I am going to work on, not nagging, picking my battles, letting go more, and smiling a ton!
Good luck to me!
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