I feel like I am hung over. I feel groggy, slightly nauseous, slight headache, this fog like state can be equated to a hangover, but it was not. It is from taking too many migraine meds. Which at the time made me go off to a la la land that I love, call sleep, with a sweet kitty curled up with me, really two sweet kitties. Both purring me slowly to a deep sleep. So today I will try to focus, i will be grateful that I do not have knives stabbing me in the head or eye sockets today. I will be grateful that light is not making me wince like I am a vampire. I will smile, and be happy because a slight hangover is better than a slight migraine any day!
So everyday I feel amazing until I get to work, then my head becomes a snotty mess. I am constantly saying " get out of my head snot" and it does as soon as I get back home. I am convinced there are allergens all over the ceiling that the maintenance people put there to watch us suffer. Every member of my team has some sort of ailment at this present time. So it is either the building or the job. We do deal with a large amount of stress. It is crazy to think about the amount of work and stress we go through at the present time. 20 years ago this would have been unheard of. People went home at a decent time and working late was unheard of. Now not working late is a sign that you do not care. I care, but I refuse to work late anymore. I paid my dues, when I worked for someone who appreciated me working late. Now it does not matter. What matters is work life balance and to me that is leaving on time. That makes me happy and well, we all want a happy Jamie :)
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