Girl wash your face review

I am half way through “girl wash your face”. I swear I could have written it. Well not the stories she tells, obviously those are personal to Rachel and I have my own struggles. But the advice she gives is spot on. So many people wait to be happy, make excuses, tell yourself lies, when the power is there within you.  

This week has been less than stellar. It would make most people curl up in a ball and want to sleep the days away.  My kids have been extra special at night and in the mornings. You know the only time I have with them.  I have screamed at them more than I care to admit. It’s been rough. Some nights I have cried myself to sleep with the promise that tomorrow will be better. And you know what? I woke up and it was slightly better. I didn’t scream as easily. My feathers were not ruffled as much as the previous days. I took baby steps and that’s OK. I improved, I kept my promise.  I was able to step back and realize they needed a connection to me. Especially my oldest, he becomes a terror when not feeling connected.  But even he recognized it. Wednesday he refused to go to school. Normally we would have fought and he would have gone. He wasn’t sick but it was the day after a horrible, no good night. So I said okay. As long as he didn’t bother me while I worked. He promised and delivered!  I was so proud of us both.  He asked for snuggles when he needed it. Laid on the couch and watched transformers. He got alone time, mama time, and a mental break from everything and a physical break from people too. It was an amazing day.

 I love how at 5 he recognized what he needed to be happy and calm. I am proud of myself for starting each day fresh, choosing to be happy, choosing to behave better, choosing not to react so badly. Happiness is a choice. I say this over and over but it’s the truth. You wake up every day and decide. You can wallow in all that has or will go wrong. You can keep complaining about the same things or you can make and keep promises to yourself, you can choose to change things, you can choose to be happy!  

Life is good my friends. Don’t let it pass you by because you keep choosing to be grumpy!  Choose happiness, every  single day!

~Jamie

Christians and Carnivores

So this post may piss some people off. And truly if it does you may want to look inside you as that means I hit a nerve and maybe you are blocking something out but I digress.  This post is about how so many Christians and carnivores seem to have holy than thou I’m right because I can’t possible open my mind to see why you think or feel the way I do. You should just eat meat and come to church 3 times a week. That should cure you.  Why do I need to be cured?  I live a good life, am kind to others, treat others better than most treat me.  I do not believe in killing ANYTHING, even an animal to eat.. but yes you are right. I’m an evil bitch and must be stopped. That’s right folks. I’m happy, I’m healthy, I don’t do any harm to anyone, treat others with respect and kindness no matter who they are, yet I’m the problem with my liberal, hippie, agnostic, vegan, mind.  

Just because I don’t believe in your god, that doesn’t make me a bad person. In fact lots of people don’t believe in the same gods or even god and are amazing people. I dare say some are more amazing than most Christians. At least they don’t lie about who they are every Sunday and keep it real 365 days a year. I am tired of having to defend why I don’t want to eat dead animals.  Or why I don’t want to waste my Sunday’s being around a bunch of hypocrites.  Why am I the bad guy?   Did you know Hinduism is the first documented religion?  Not Christianity. Not Judaism, Hinduism.  Let that sink in.  Also bible is man made. And i know this is a shocker but people lie...  the Bible was written as a guide to help people be a good person. And don’t do things like eat pork because you know pork could kill them.   I don’t need it to tell me go be a good person and i don’t eat meat. Being a good person comes from within. I also don’t need an outside source to take away sins or be in control of my life.  That’s my job.  I have to forgive myself. I have to be accountable to me. I have the choice. It’s not external. It’s internal.  Only I can bring myself peace. And I do. I’m also my kids & husbands peace. I am their calm when they are chaotic. I’m teaching my kids how to be their own calm.  We don’t need religion to be good, calm, zen, decent, humans. We believe it comes from within and if it comes from within you always have a way to control yourself. External things do not have to effect my mood, or me if I don’t let them. I am in control so please store pushing what you believe down my throat.  If you live a good  happy life people want to know your secret. If they aren’t asking you how you do if. You may want to focus a little more on you instead of me and others.. just a thought.  Clean your house before coming to mine.  

Carnivores.... No I don’t want to try your meat. I’m sure it’s delicious to you but it’s not my thing. No I don’t want fish. It’s an animal.   I’m happy to eat plant based products.  I don’t calorie count. I don’t diet. I’m not being fed hormone filled dead animal.  I eat what I crave which is a lot of fruits, veggies, beans and nuts. I can make a vegan version of any of my old comfort foods. I’m not hurting the environment, animals or meat eaters. I’m just eating clean   What I eat shouldn’t offend you.  I’m not killing anything to eat my plants. I’m growing a lot myself so no undocumented workers farming most of my food. So I’m really confused why I hear sly remarks  or bolder “just take a bite” um no. No means no. Whether it’s about sex or food. Just no please stop asking.  And gluten free is totally different than vegan.  Please learn the difference    I do not have a gluten intolerance in fact I love making bread.  Vegan means I don’t eat  or wear animal products. I lean more to the raw plant diet but I teter on the vegan line with bread and other not so plant based yet still animal free food.  I don’t do dairy (eggs, cheese, milk, milk products etc). It’s really not hard to grasp. Think fruits veggies, nuts, beans.  I get all my nutrients from plants and yes even my protein and iron. Research and  try some vegan dishes. I’m happy to cook for you. Also don’t turn your nose up before you try the food. It’s rude. If you aren’t going to have an open mind then why bother. 

We don’t have to agree but it would be nice if people would be respectful.  I don’t need lectures or snide comments. It’s my life and i have a say.  So please do you and I’ll do me   also just be a decent human. could you please? That would be great! 

Sincerely 

A fed up agnostic, liberal, hippie, vegan 

Feeling Grateful

Life gets busy. Sometimes not just busy but completely insane. We as humans try to push ourselves to the brink of insanity. It’s nuts. We have more cases of mental illness than ever before. If we stop and look at the world, it’s not the entire world. It’s places like the United States where you are expected to work 50/60 hour weeks, come home be a good parent, rinse and repeat.  We rarely let ourselves have downtime. We schedule our kids full of activities. Most of which the kids could care less about. If we could just slow down.... maybe we would be less stressed, more able to deal with stress, and over all be in better health.  

When I was little I can remember nothing was opened on sundays (thanksgiving, Christmas)   That was the day people rested. Then someone got greedy and thought “let me open up and make money” so they all followed suit. It’s crazy to think we used to use one day a week to rest. I remember we did a lot of Sunday drives. It was just mama daddy myself and my sister driving around exploring our “backyard”.   It was relaxing. 

To keep happy you must slow down and relax.  And why it is hard to do in this busy world, here are a few suggestions to help you out: 

-Start the day with a grateful ritual (end the day that way too) a simple “I am grateful I woke up” works!

-don’t schedule any activities for Sunday. Use this day to spend time with your family relaxing or doing an activity you love 

-nap or at least relax with a good book/tv show/meditate, but relax.  

-work out!  Yoga and Pilates are great for relaxing. So is a nice jog 

-put your phone away. You don’t need to be glued to it! 

I’m so grateful for my life and everyone in it. I hope I can help you too on your happiness journey!  It’s definitely a choice!  

~Jamie

Life is a choice

I have had my fill this week of grumpy people. I mean, those people who are needing help from you but cannot get their heads out of their own grumpiness to realize they are yelling at the person who is literally trying to help them.  It is nuts! But I LOVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE when I can make that grumpy person smile.

You see, your life is your choice. Your attitude is your choice. Your actions are your choice. No one, I repeat, no one, can make you mad, grumpy, hit, yell, or  SMILE. You are doing that. You are giving those people something they do not deserve and that is your happiness.

Bad things happy to good people. I know this first hand. But life is a series of choices. It is like those "make your own adventure" books. You choose. You may choose a wrong path, but that is not the end of your story. Not unless you chose it is. Keep marching, find a new path. While you are searching you could put a smile on your face.  Right?  You could. You could maybe find something, just one thing that you like, right? And perhaps, you might find more than one thing to like and smile about, right?

You can choose to be grumpy and make someone else miserable or you can choose happiness and make someone else happy. Which one sounds like a better world to you?  I know I sure would love a world where everyone was nice and happy. I mean I do not want a world devoid of emotions, but wouldn't it be so nice if everyone you met had a smile and was at least pleasant. You do not even have to be happy, just pleasant.

When life hands you lemons you truly do have the choice to make lemonade even if it is pretend lemonade. You do not have to suck on the sour lemons. You have the choice to change things and make them better or bearable.

I try to teach my kids that principle. life is a choice. You can choose to be mad/sad/angry/happy/content/etc. It is within your power.  You can give me any excuse in the book and I will find a positive in your situation. No situation is so horrible that you cannot find some good. Focus on that good.. and push forward. Eventually that small sliver will be a whole piece.. then it just builds and builds. You will have bad grumpy days. But do not stay there. When you wake the next morning, your slate is clean, your attitude is yours for the taking. Wake up with a sense of happiness, purpose and belonging.

Wake up and win the day, every single day. Even if you failed the day before, the next morning, wake up with the "I will win today" mindset!  Life is a choice.. what will you choose?

~Jamie

I am growing up

I decided the other day I want to go to school. Poor Mama is now rushing to get me into somewhere. She said she didn't know where but we would find a place!  She also already applied for the Kindergarten school i want to go to.   I also have been able to manage my emotions and temper lately. I have had about the same meltdowns as Mama so I know I am doing something well!  Mama is really good about helping me through the meltdown. I have been doing that for CB too!  He cries, i help him or say I am sorry while hugging him. Mama says it makes her heart happy. She is silly!

I am growing up fast!  I love hanging out with my friends. My fave color is red. I can count to like 100, I know my abcs  and am starting to read a little.

I own my own house and have a friend Max that lives there with all of our animals. it is 10 far away.   It is also bigger than mamas house. It is two stories. Mama has not visited yet but that is okay, as I have 2 moms and 2 dads that live there. That way i always have my mama!

Mama is going away for a work trip. This makes me really sad. She is working with me to not be so sad even though she said she was sad too. She is going to miss us like crazy!  We are sure going to miss her too!  She is the best!  I love love love her!  Even when I get mad i still love her!  She always says she is sorry, always hugs us and always tells us how much she loves us!

Off to go swim!

Much love
~JB

Fake it until you Make it!

I have a motto. It is not a new one to most of you. It is "Fake it Until YOU Make it!"  Seriously!  It is that easy. 

Let me back up. So you have decided you want to find happiness from within because you realize that is the only way to be happy. But how do you begin? How do you go from your current self to a happy version of yourself? 

Well the first thing is making the decision that you want to be happy!  That is huge!  So I made the decision, now what?

Well, next, you need to carve out some me time.  Read "Miracle Morning"  Any version of that book that speaks to you. I have The first one, and the parent/family one and the marriage one. They all have a common theme. You have to work on you, and then the rest falls into place.

An easy way to begin, is as soon as your eyes open, start flooding your head with things you are grateful for.  'Oh Jamie, I have nothing in my life to be grateful for. I have blah blah blah"  Sorry to tell you, but you are not right. I do not care how bad you think your life is, I promise you, someone has it worse!  Right now there are moms with newborns who are homeless, There are people living in war zones fearing for their life. There are kids that are sleeping outside on the ground because they have no where else to go. I promise you, I can find way more examples of things being worse than what you are going through.

Soooooooooo flood your head with positives. Start your morning stating what you are grateful for. Start small, "I am grateful I woke up." "I am grateful I have a roof over my head" "I am grateful for how my kids love to hug me" and keep going.. just flood your mind with how awesome your life is. Eventually create this into your morning routine and evolve it, until then, Fake it until you Make it!

Next, you are going to have negative thoughts come up, or negative people in your life. For your thoughts, as soon as that negative one starts, stop yourself and think of the positive of the situation. I had cancer but I was able to see so much good in others that I never would have seen without cancer touching me. I look younger than I did before chemo, YAY my cells reset themselves :D  Oh a tree just fell on my house, well I have been wanting to renovate, now i can!  No matter what is happening you can find a positive, you may have to look hard but you can find it.

Now dealing with a negative person.... This is where you "Fake it Until you Make it"  You put on a smile, and you do your best to keep smiling even if this person drains your energy with their darkness. You never know how you will touch their life by being happy, even if you are faking. Also, limit your time with them.  That will let you rebuild your energy so you can be a positive beacon of light for them!

Next, smile at every person you meet or pass and say "Hello"  Small gestures but the more you smile at others, they more they smile at you, and the happier you become. So Fake it until you make it... smile.. wave.. move on.. eventually it will be 2nd nature.

Start working out, even if its just walking around the house. Working out will distress you which will make you happier!  Meditate if you are so inclined, some people like prayers, whatever helps you do it!


These are merely suggestions. Please read any of the Miracle Morning books to assist you in getting a good morning routine. Once you get that in place to having me time and framing your attitude in a positive helpful way, everything else seems to fall into place!

And remember, you can always Fake it Until YOU Make it!

Much love!
Jamie

Things that help me be happy!

I have been very horrible at blogging lately. guess it is a good thing I do not have thousands.. or even hundreds of followers. In fact I am not even sure why some of you read this.  But I am doing amazing on this happiness journey.  Here are some things I have noticed:

I am starting to see where I have more and more control over me.
This is amazing!  I will start to react and, my upper brain kicks in to let me know that i do not have to react that way. I still fail some days and the lowers brain pushes right through that upper brain like a Mack truck. BUTTTTTT I am noticing more quickly and am able to stop the lower brain and let the upper brain do its work.   I have noticed a change in the oldest too.

I am starting to set my self up in a positive light for any encounters that I think will be uncomfortable or negative or just ehhhh.  If I know a certain person usually makes me feel like a dark cloud has surrounded me, then I have to totally talk myself up. 'You are happy, you are golden, you are not going to let others moods effect yours... you got this.. smile, laugh, be yourself, be a light.. shine that light, you got this"  Say whatever you need to in order to keep you.. good.....

I am giving the kids a chance to talk before I assume.  I hear kids screaming, baby is hurt. I do not assume the oldest hurt him, its probably what happened, but let's talk and find out. 'Hey Oldest, what is happening in here.. why is baby crying... did you see what happened?'   Oldest: "oh Mama, i was trying to help him, and I picked him up and he didn't like that"

And that is what happened, however, if I screamed from another room or didn't approach it as a fact finding mission and started accusing, I would have gotten resistance, maybe a 2nd meltdown, he would have been defensive. .it would have ended badly. Even if he was at fault, he now will freely admit "Oh I bite brother because he wouldn't let me play with that toy" Oh well what could you have done instead... "oh I could have used my words, I am sorry"  Either way, we are talking calmly, which makes for a very happy household.   I mean I do not like being accused of stuff even if i am at fault, so i totally get it.  There will be enough people yelling at them in their life. I want them to learn right from wrong, and talk through what we could have done better. I think those are huge life lessons that get missed when we yell, spank, or "punish" instead of talking, finding out the root of the issue and if we need to set up some discipline  rules. Discipline means to teach.. which i love!


I have a choice. That is right, I have a choice. I can choose to be annoyed, irritated, mad, sad or HAPPY.  I am  never going to love someone 100%, but if I focus on their positives and not the negatives, then I am  much happier and the negatives do not seem so big.   See, you always have the choice to be the bigger person and even if you want to strangle someone  you can easily smile and be courteous if you have to  interact. You do not have to drive through a construction area, if you know that if you get stopped you are going to get mad or irritated, take a different path or if it surprises you , take a deep breath and focus on these people are doing their job, not personally trying to get you. It truly is your choice.  Even with my kids, I do not have to talk on their meltdown, or get mad at them if they do something wrong or make a mistake. I can take a deep breath and let them know "I am really upset right now, I just need some time to cool off, please let me walk away or please just come hug me, until i calm down" whatever I need, I can communicate it. This has also helped to a happier household. The kids even the baby are starting to communicate their needs. It has been amazing to see. I always have a choice, you always have a choice!  That helps me a lot!

What are some things that help you stay happy?

~Jamie